Loved: A Transcendent Journey by Deioma Mary

Author:Deioma, Mary [Deioma, Mary]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2014-03-02T00:00:00+00:00

14 ∞ Oneself

I had a really hard time processing that information for my own individuated self. In fact, I still struggle with that. It's not the easiest thing to assimilate, and the thing that challenged me the most was accepting and believing that about others. After my experience, I was fully and completely healed of the hurt that my fiancé caused me. But there were other hurts from my childhood that were not healed. I was flabbergasted that I could experience God and still feel pain in any way, but there it was. So I decided I was going to set childhood pain aside for my next lifetime. It took me years and years to get around to processing that pain and finally heal it.

That healing came by way of a Reiki attunement. I went to classes to learn Reiki energy healing, and the night before my second Reiki attunement class, I had a dream that healed me from my childhood pain. That dream helped me to understand that even the most evil people are made of love. Even the most evil people are children of God from God's perspective. Maybe not from our perspective, and that's fine. We don't have to be at the level of God consciousness every minute of every day. We have the potential to flow in and out of various levels of consciousness depending on the situation.

I was in that Divine level of consciousness for those moments during my experience and I have been able to get back there on occasion. But it is not an every-minute-of-every-day thing for me. When it happens, it's really awesome, but it's not all the time. It's OK that it's not. It's normal that sometimes you get angry and frustrated and feel pain and whatever else is happening. It's all OK; everything is alright. It's playing out perfectly. Of course when you are in that very deep pain, it doesn't feel OK for you in that moment, but it's perfect in the bigger scheme of things. There is a higher purpose for everything. Everything has meaning. Every experience to the most fleeting thought is valuable because it is important to God - our GODSELF.

The concept of God from my childhood upbringing is that God is omniscient, omnipresent and omnipotent, and that's true. But I think the experience of the Vast Void more closely correlates with the idea of the Holy Spirit. The idea of the Holy Spirit is not well understood by pretty much anybody. What is the Holy Spirit? Some flame on your head? That's not it. The Holy Spirit is the ONE-SOUL that we all are. Some people want to separate themselves, their own identity, from the Divine Self and that's fine. You can hold yourself separate so that you can understand it. The ultimate truth is that we are not separate from the Divine Self. We are the Divine Self! The Divine Self and we are one and the same.

Imagine we individuated selves are the villi, which are the absorption filaments in our small intestine of God, (gross analogy, I know).

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